Missing my baby

It’s sad.. It’s sad that so many people feel obliged to tell me that I do not fight for my baby, love my baby or miss my baby.

First of all, I was absolutely heart broken when he was taken.. It shattered my world.
A couple of days after, I spoke with the social worker for the first time, and I started to reflect and tried to see what I’d done wrong.
My self harming, was one thing, then there was all of the things with Jannick.
I quickly realized that in order to get my child back home, I would have to get better mentally.
Therefore I started seeing things in a different light.
The reason why he cannot come home right now, (even though my SW actually worked towards reunification, within a very short amount of time) is because Denmark has taken jurisdiction over him, which means that he could be send back to Denmark.
What Denmark doesn’t realize is the fact that Kyle has a pending asylum case, and an A Number therefore he’s authorized to stay in the US until the case is settled and Denmark actually has no rights to claim him back.

You guys do not live with us, and you can’t talk about what I do for my son or not.

It is the most disgusting thing to talk about other people like that.

 

 

What you people don’t know, is that despite of my happiness with my boyfriend, I cry myself to sleep every single night holding my baby’s pyjamas.
We cry together, my mother my boyfriend and I.

I will always love and fight for my son, and I am doing everything I can to stop him from going to Denmark.
And just so you know, my boyfriend is far from passive, in this case.
He has been and is a tremendous help and support.

Kyle, if you ever read this I want you to know that mommy loves you and misses you, and I’m doing everything I can to keep you with us.
You’re the absolute best thing that has ever happened to me, and I’m eternally sorry for what I’ve put you through